“You don’t write because you want to say something, you write because you have something to say.” – F. Scott Fitzgerald
For the past few years (longer perhaps), I’ve struggled with NOT the writer’s block (blank mind) but with having my brain so crammed with ideas and stories that need to be told, I have nearly stopped writing altogether.
How do I separate these ideas and stories out, and prioritized them? I mean, they are all screaming as loud as they can…
Me! Pick me! No, pick me!
You idiot, I’m the one she need to pick and not you!
And so on.
All day and all night. Every. Single. Day.
No wonder some writers go completely bonkers.
I’m about there myself.
What makes it all worse is feeling a growing sense of urgency that time is running out.
With so many various life experiences, I desire to use them to help others (through essays and poetry) as well as sharing certain messages that I feel people need to hear/read (through stories and films)…
I–I just don’t know even where to begin.
Which idea…which message should I start with?
What if that one is the last thing I ever do…will it be enough?
Oh, why do I torture myself so?
Writers have told me to just write about the first thing that comes to mind.
Get one word down.
And then another…and another…
But these voices in my head just won’t allow me to do that..one..thing..
That’s all I’m asking for!
Desperate, I began looking around online for answers.
It seems there is a name for what I have, and that I am not the only one.
Too Many Ideas Syndrome
I’ve also found some suggestions that I will view as “treatment options.” Namely from these two articles that I will highlight and visit often:
Some of the treatment options mentioned were making a list of all your creative ideas (including a short summary of what they are about), then prioritize which one to work on (working on only one at a time); review the list either monthly or quarterly to see if any need to be added or deleted as well as if anything need to be re-prioritized.
I finally feel like I have a game-plan that I can live with; and hopefully, will help calm down the voices.
What about you? Do you have TMIS?
If so, how do you deal with it?