Back when I worked full-time in the Banking industry, I used to complain how I never had enough time to write. I’d get up each weekday morning by 4am to get myself ready first, and then get hubby and son up before hitting the road by 5:45am for over an hour’s drive (in 35 miles) into downtown Raleigh. I’d work 7am till 6pm (most days). By the time dinner and homework are done, it’s easily 9pm and by that point, I’m ready to crawl in bed. Weekends were usually reserved for catch-ups, house chores, and errands. I’d managed maybe an hour of writing time each week.
With being “retired’ from the work force (am only 46) due to disabilities, I have loads of free time on my hands. I’ve discovered, though, I waste a lot of time doing pretty much “nothing.”
Nothing being spending way too much time on social media, and watching internet-stream tv shows and movies. Well, these were what I was doing for the past year and a half before depression hit me hard.
Or, perhaps mid-life crisis?
I found myself looking back, and wondering what did I have to show for being here on this world? I really didn’t find a career I enjoyed (long story) so ended up in the Banking industry for the last 15 years of my working life basically as a glorified paper-shuffler.
Family put aside, I had nothing tangible.
I wanted more. I desired to leave a legacy.
At this point, I’ve published several short stories, essays, and poems; but 99.9% are online magazines.
I now want more.
Something solid, concrete. Something I can hold in my hands. And smell.
This means I need to get serious, and smart with my time management. I figure a way to start doing that is by tracking every word I write.
This means less time with social media and other forms of entertainment.
I value my writing gift, and feel I have at least one book within me, enough so that I need to start valuing my time more than I’ve done in the past.
So, this is where I’m at in my writing life. At a cross-road, and I’ve decided on the path to take. Now, let’s see where it takes me.
Got to love adventures, eh? 🙂
What about you? Where are you at in your writing life? Are you happy with it? If not, what changes could you make?